Two weeks ago I received a 'download' as I call them. I often receive clear messages in my dreams from my ancestors. Often they are about people, and information that I am to share with them, places in the world that are experiencing energetic strain, or things I am supposed to action. This dream was one of them.
I was shown in my dream a tincture that I was being guided to make on the coming New Moon, which happened to coincide with the Spring Equinox and Total Solar Eclipse on March 20, 2015.
Initially I accepted this task with excitement, and the following day I was guided to a thrift store where I found a large amount of canning jars that were perfect for this task. Of course I bought them all... and they sat next to my front door for almost a week. The fear and questioning set in. What am I doing? Really? Do I know what I am doing?
Truthfully, I know from personal experience how powerful this magical herb Nettle Urtica dioica is. I drank an infusion of Nettle, Red Raspberry and organic Maple syrup every day for over a year prior to the conception of our son. I was guided to do so, and what transpired via these healing herbs was a level of Womb healing that shook me to my core. Not only was I able to physically clear toxins and other blockages from my womb, but sweet grandmother Nettle took me by the hand on psychic journeys to reveal to me the energetic and ancestral traumas that were stored in my womb space, and gently helped me move through and release them. She has been my favorite herb ever since. I continued to drink sweet Nettle throughout my pregnancy, and well through my postpartum period up to this day, four and a half years after birthing.
So I know, love and trust Nettle, and I have made many tinctures for myself over the years...but to make a tincture for others?? I felt stuck in the fear. So I let it peculate for a few days longer, although I knew I only had up until the New Moon.
It wasn't until the day! of the New Moon/Spring Equinox/Total Eclipse that I broke out of my fears. After having tea with my dear cousin and verbally sharing my fears and hesitations with her, was I was able to move forward into a place of ease and action. I came home that evening and decided to take baby steps...one jar. One jar of this tincture I created.
As guided by my ancestors in the light of healing for women and their wombs. For women that are ready to step into a level of physical and psychic clarity of the emotions, traumas, and fears that lie in their womb space. A tincture to prepare women regardless of how far off, for conception, pregnancy and birth. A tincture to help resolve the energetic blockages that create physical blockages in our womb space. A tincture to calm the restless womb, the anxious womb, the contracted womb, the self-hating womb, the aborted womb, the sexually abused womb, the toxic womb, the hurting womb, the wanting womb, the lonely womb.
This is a tincture for those wombs. Those wombs are our wombs.
I feel the work I am being guided to share and at times it keeps me frozen, over thinking, under acting, in fear of it all.
I took one baby step. One jar Nicole Angela. Stepping down from my fears of filling all those empty jars from the thrift store. Start with one.
In 4-6 weeks this tincture will be ready to share with you, and whomever else is drawn to it.
I offer it in humility and gratitude, because your one baby step towards healing is right next to mine.
In solidarity -