it is a predatory energy
the energy that you bring,
when you enter your primal state.
you are hunting,drooling at the mouth, hungry, viscous. no love
in your eyes.
in your world,
in your desire.
i observe myself being raped
and i do my best to control
your taking parts of my soul.
you finish in small expression,
because your heart was not in it. no joy, only shame.
i walk you out. nicely.
nervous system trembling inside
but solid as a rock on the outside
it is all i can do but run to the WATER